can sometimes surprise even herself. Yesterday I succeeded. Yesterday combat the anxiety and what most ashamed and I went skiing. And it was cool. I learned Carolina (girl cook, poznaniankę), first on a small lift drag lift. Then I dared to enter the top, then I drew with Fabio on the bottom? For the first time, and something tells me that it does not last. Frankly I'd go even today, but my feet, dear I was so hurt that I do not know if I can do the trick. I wonder how better or just do without pain and downhill or better days rest? The worst deterioration in the predict the weather. So maybe better to be crappy as the rest. I do not know general. It seems to me that'll spread like skiing I will not be able to overcome even a small hill.
not about leg pain or fatigue. HERE IT COMES TO ME, the point is that I made my fears. It does not matter whether those fears are rational explanation, whether they are valid or imagined. They are tired and me for the last 3 months of stay here. I made? may still be with me people: P
Rome? Roman Forum, Colosseum, 12/06/2005? Tom K.
Today I come back to memories, memories of this beautiful city. I miss Rome. I'm afraid to go back one page. On the other, sometimes as no one can catch me, even when I myself can not catch, composes in his head an imaginary picture of a small studio in the suburbs? Distant suburbs? studios, for which I can not afford?, which I will not be able to maintain, because I have a job?, which will be dirty and stinky and look very expensive? you'll have to look out for weeks and months spending his last money? and once I find something that will not jeopardize your life? run save me and I'll have to go back to mommy? the pot mommy?
I'm sick? but this disease can not be cured with aspirin?
